Jun. 18th, 2017
((FINALE SPOILERS)): I like to imagine Cas and Balthazar meeting up in the place wherever meetings of the Dead Angels' Society are held, spotting each other from across the room, and first sharing a long and knowing look that is equal parts remorse and gratitude...
oh my god cass is dead again. i mean it was only a matter of time, but. jesus.
i’m sorry, i used to think a lot about cass & balthazar meeting post s6. in fact, it’s one of the first ever calthazar posts on my main (and you already found ensardens’ beautiful post). i wish i could appreciate this image more right now but now i’m just scared they’ll actually bring balthazar back
thanks so much for the message tho, really ♥[EDIT] as an aside, i had to look up s12 info to answer this ofc, and i had the immense pleasure of reading the phrase “castiel knocks sam and dean out” in reference to the previous episode
like just in case it isn’t clear, i would LOVE to hear thoughts & get questions especially about my AUs. many of them were developed by emailing a friend and hearing back. now it’s just me wrestling my own brain
idk just if anyone thought these posts were supposed to be hands off, viewing only, that’s really not true at all
i don’t even follow anyone watching spn anymore and it’s not on my dash so i WISH i could say i’m not affected but like
i was already having the worst fucking couple of weeks and now i feel awful all over again
i’d love to post something positive but i’m having trouble focusing. any requests?
link’s super cool abilities in botw are giving me an idea for an au about like, warriors who each have one unique ability centered around their weapon of choice
okay, i say “abilities” but i’ve only got one so far: imagine cass as an archer who can propel himself into the air on a gust of wind and then briefly slow down time around him while he fires
i just REALLY love the slomo mid air shooting okay
balthazar??? maybe like a swordsman who can perform a series of quick strikes and if he does it perfectly the final slash can cut through anything??
ugh i’m not good at this and i haven’t got hannah or anyone else yet
speaking of bk au: i originally had hannah in gibari’s place bc then she’d join the team fairly early on and i had just decided on jody for savyna
but honestly it works better the other way around. gibari was the dad friend anyways and while hannah isn’t as surly as savyna (i assume anyway), neither is jody, and that’s a characterization issue not a plot issue
i mean i already put cass in kalas’ place so
my shitfuck brain: how bout a simple bust in an art style you've only ever failed at and a complicated shading technique
my shitfuck brain: it'll look P H E N O M E N A L if you ever get it done
honestly to this day one of my biggest art frustrations is that i cannot recreate the way balthazar smiles at cass. like literally just the way balthazar looks at cass is in my top five fave calthazar things and i cannot put it in anything i do and i hate that more than i can say